Friday, July 24, 2009

My reality


An excerpt of a letter to me...

Here is my key for the house. Well I don't know what to say actually. I wish this was not the way we ended things.You have been a part of my life for many years . It would always be difficult leaving. I am sorry if i was not there for you, especially after finding out . I don't know how. I think talking about it would only mean having to deal with it. I am not sure how i am supposed to act.

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

I've never had a breakup before; but I only hope you come out stronger.
I don't know what I'd do if I were to ever break up with someone.

Angie said...

...hope every thing is ok

HIV Positive Trini said...

No no...this post is not just about a breaking up... its about how peeps dunno what to say to you. Not sure how to act around you. And i cant blame them. im not sure how people should act around me....

The Blue Wolf said...

It tugs my heartstring

Anonymous said...

I cannot imagine how it must feel.

HIV Positive Trini said...

hey hey. i am trying to step away from the 'depressing blog' stigma that i am quickly developing.

For me breaking up is hard....really hard. it hurts, it smashes my dreams. it hurts.

but what would hurt 10 times more than breaking up, is seeing the confusion, fear and frustration in the eyes of someone you love, looking back at you. This works out the way it was intended to be.

On the other hand, how exactly would people understand us? 'us' hiv folks'.

Anonymous said...

I think people are just confused and looking for you to lead the way.

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