A few days ago i was ready to come to this blog and delete it all. I started to hate it. I felt i reached the bottom, that i had to come here and talk, to express myself. It felt horrible to know that there was no one around me, no one i could trust, to talk about this.
I stayed away from the blog for some time now. I deleted several of my older posts. This blog reminds me that I'm positive. That my life has limitations. That its dark and dirty. That I'm different.... and i am. That there is uncertainty. I stayed away from the blog, because i wanted to be normal again. I wanted to forget that i was positive.Maybe if i forget it, it disappears. I am weak. I shy away from the virus. I run and hide from it. ......
But then i came back for a visit to my blog and i noticed that i have 14 followers and not the 10 i left with. .... there are people out there that wanna hear my shit. ......that's encouraging. Glad to have you all here. reading my stuff. But be warned. One of the major characteristics of my Zodiac sign is that i need to get away ever so often. To be alone with me. To rejuvenate. to reassess.......
6 comments:
Welcome back man!
DOH EVA DO THAT SHIT AGAIN.....man i was worrin about you....are u ok?? trinifella...we your followers(sounds like a cult eh??)really do and honestly care about you. we want to know that you are ok....i went home and told my 10yr old son about u and every day that chile asking if u wirte back yet. he an all concern as small as he is. you have to keep writing you can't hide from this thing u know but you can live a normal life(WELL YUH KNOW WHAT AH MEAN)i told u, u can outlive us all. keep ur friends close and u talk, write whatever...just keep going.muahhhh!!!!AND DOH HAVE PPL WORRIN SO.
Thanks so much Lisa....ur gotta 10 year old son? wow
Mr. positive. what seems to be the keep back? let us hear about how you got this?
Welcome back...((ii hope ii fiind some "followers"...ii'm new here.))
Welcome back, was wondering when you were going to resurface. Keep writing and/or a lil down time needed update so ppl don't worry :)
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